I'll be okay :)

Am I okay? of course! I am . . . NOT :(

I'm hurting but I pretend I'm not

I wish I could say this words loudly to 1, 2 and 3

1 I hate you kasi you never notice na nasasaktan din ako. Feeling ko mag-isa lang akong naglalakad kasi kasama nga kita naka focus ka naman sa ka text mo. I'd rather walk alone than to be with someone who'll make me feel alone. I know I'll get used to it.

2 You know what? hindi na sana ko umasa. Nasaktan ako not because of him, but because you promised me na isasama mo ko. Kasi I want to go somewhere na makakalimot ako about what happened. Pero you forgot about me. Alam mo, I'm waiting na mag se-send ka rin ng voice message sakin saying 'sorry' tulad ng ginawa mo when she's mad at you. See? umasa na naman ako for the second time pero wala eh. I've learned that I should never get my hopes up para hindi ako masaktan.

3 Sorry? why would I? You the one who started it. I'm just returning the favor so don't blame me. I don't care anymore.